Thursday, January 7, 2010

pic number 7 (or the location of the rest of my heart)


Did I take this pic?
no.

am I veering slightly from my pic plan?
yes.
I realize I have a need to post not just my pic's but pic's that represent where I'm at. If I could take a pic of my heart right now...well, maybe you wouldn't be sticking around to read the rest of my post.

today it is hard to be so far away from them...our babies. our children. To be so far away from the time when we can say "we are actually doing this!!"

tears....throat full of my heart.
not feeling so patient today....nope, not at all.
maybe I should sew. maybe that will help.
(the pic was nabbed from here )

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I hope you'll get your babies soon. *hugs*

Heidi said...

Jenn - I am on my way home from the airport and just got the sweet comment you left on my blog. I have only just now read your last few posts and I am wondering how on earth I have been hanging out in this blog world for so long without knowing you! Thank you for leaving that comment and I am glad it gave you a glimpse/reminder of the joy that is around your corner. I do believe that our sorrow is balanced with the same measure of joy and from what I can tell, you are about to receive a boat load of the latter!!!
XOXO - Heidi

Kimberly Vanderhorst said...

I have no advice to give, just fervent wishes for peace for you. Oh how your heart must be yearning, and that very aching feeling you're currently living with is proof positive that your heart is big enough and open enough for what your future holds!